I don't know what's going on right now, last night or better this morning, i was awake until about 5.30 - 6 am!!! i mean i wanna sleep, but i can't. There is no reason for me to be nervous or anything, i just can't seem to fall asleep.
Than after finally sleeping for a couple of hours i got a call from my dad; that's when i recognized that i was suppose to take a bus about 20 minutes ago :s DAMN it ! late once again! well, at the end it wasn't even too bad cause i was only 20 minutes late, but still, i don't like being late it just makes me feel bad.
The friend i met with is one of my church frinds, a really nice and loving girl, a friend you can REALLY ;) talk to. we made this really weird noodles that were calle 'priest strangler' i don't know why, but we thought it would be funny. =D So we talked a lot, like girls do it, so really nothing special!
Than we started watching worship videos on youtube, it gave her goosbumps and that makes me feel so good, to see how God is working to one of my favorite ways ever: music! It reminded me of Psalm 98, where it's about how music is there to worship our God!
But still, after meeting with my first friend I went to see one of my best friends because she is going on vacation tomorrow, so it was clear that i had to see her. i don't know what happened there, but she was in a really weird mood, that made me feel kinda happy because she was it.
While we are talking about friends; friendship is one of the most important things, Albert Schweizer once said: "In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit."
That really hits it, I mean what would the world be without friends? For me it would be like a rainbow without colors, a bird without wings, music without sound, church without God! I couldn't live without it, my friends are always there for me and i hope I am as good of a friend than they are to me?! I often ask myself the question how do i deserve this love? why do i get these amazing people in my life? And there is only one answer to these questions, well actually two.
1. i don't know, I really don't know, I mean I'm a pretty messed up person and I'm pretty sure it's not really easy with me.
2. Because we have a mighty, loving and forgiving God, he knows exactly what I need, and who I need.
As you can see I really am just a normal teenager, with normal feelings and normal thoughts, but still I think I'm a special and uniqe person, because I'm made in the look of God and please, that makes everybody the most special and precious thing.
haha, I just can't stay with on one topic, it's probably really hard to read or at least understand it. So yeah, I'm sorry for that but I hope you still enjoy it
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