Freitag, 27. August 2010

My life the (Anti-)trinity

Trinity: Three people as one. God is the father, son and holy spirit!

When i thought about going back to school i started thinking about how it's like to go back to school, how i have to go back to person i have to bei when i'm in school; and i started thinking.
What kind of person am, and the thing is i couldn't define it as one person, it is like i have three kind of characters, depending on where i am.
When I'm school, i'm this introverted, not liked but still somewhat smart girl, that sometimes is a nerd. I don't laugh a lot, don't like attention and try to keep everything with myself.
When I'm with my best friends, I'm the complete opposite; extroverted, funny, have fun, party, not the typical daddy's girl. I can show my emotions and am happy with that. I love my friends!!!
When I'm with my church, the crux or my friends from that group I'm a very relaxed person, sometimes at least, but I still can have discussions with those people i can't with my friends. I act older, i still party but I'm very relaxed as well cause i can show my love and relationship to God.

Sometimes I wish that I could combine my life, make three to one. But I don't know how it could work, it's a trinity that isn't right, a trinity that doesn't work, a trinity that's never gonna become one.
Yeah, so my life is an antitrinity, but i really like it, because i think that noone could handle one of my lifes they don't know, so i really think it's good how it is.

Now i'm ready to go, to school, to my friends, my church and my life :D

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