holiday stress

every third saturday of the month there is something called nightfever in the cologne cathedral; this saturday was my first time. After going to the FC Köln game my friend told me i should check it out, since it has similarities to taize; so i did. It's a time to think and talk to God, but than there is a catechesis from the city priest, i kinda know so i did that as well, and he talked about holiday stress, that's how i got the title for this post.
I can really relate to what he said there about that people make themselves a lot of stress even though it should be time to relax.
While i was in america, and after i was on my east coast trip i just chilled, relaxed in the pool or hung out with my friends, but here? back in germany? Since I'm here i'm always on the run, if it's spain, britain or a band camp. I seriously spent 5 days or less at home in the one month I'm back, is that normal? I mean i need the stress, i need being on the run and i couldn't stand being home more than an hour with nothing to do, but that is not only my problem, it is a problem so many people have; they can't relax.
God is always there but why can't we listen? why can't we listen to what he is saying to us. Because we're running all the time, listening to music having ear phones with noise isolation already says everything. when we wear those ear phones we wanna block out everything qnd concentrate on ourselves I just wish for all of us that we can start listen, that we can get into a deeper relationship with us.

Well, i think i'm getting sick :( bust still, I'm gonna go on. hihi ok so this saturday was the first game of my soccer club 1.FC Köln. it was a packed stadium and i thought i could go with alllllll the other fans, standing there having a good time but than i had to go somewhere else because of this stupid crutch, it sucked, or at least that's what i thought :D i got a seat right at the mid field line in the first row; we called it the cripple row because that's where they send the ones with crutches :D haha, it was really cool!!!

so i really don't know what to write anymore!
So have a good day, night whatsoever and remember: GOD LOVES YA!

Your Chrissay